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Hasif
19
HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE i say what i wanna say
just started!
btw
SHE'S MINE

lusts


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~May 2008~
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~July 2008~
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~September 2008~
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Friday, May 30, 2008

im sick
yes i am
sick of being the cause of my loved ones pissed
sick of being pissed at
sick of my life


Yes i know its not perfect on ur side
but at least u dont have ur mum against u.
sigh
i tried everything to please everybody.
everyone
yes everyone.
but it seems like the more i tried
the more i felt unappreciated.
last night.
i saw my mum shed her tears
u know why?
its because i didnt eat
but actually i did.
u know.
it is really so depressing
when ur mum
ur own mother
like having something against u
everything single thing u do
is not right
not right.
when i saw her shed her tears.
my heart drop.
as if theres a whole ir something.
am i a bad kid?
am i?
till my own mother turning against me.
haish
all i could hope for is for things to turn better.
but it seems so impossible.
sigh


at least i have my frens.
i just needed someone to let this go...


digital love;
8:49 AM


Wednesday, May 28, 2008

now.
having science
bored
siak nyer cikguu!
ask so many freaking questions
half the class are gone...
hmm
so bored!!!!




BUT...
yesterday was funny.
girlfy wanted to try out my bike( Not the first time she try lar)
i told her so many times to put the side stand first before kick starting my bike
but she didnt
she wanted to start
suddeeennnlllllyyyyyyyy.....
DROP!!!!!!
she fell together with my bike
OUCH!!!!!
i was like
*SHOCKED*(jaw dropped)
it was cute though the way she fell
hahahahahahahah!!!!
she has a bump on her head.
my bike suffers minimal damage.
but still
HEART PAIN man.
i never drop it before
she drop it like its hot
hahahah!!!
farnyy
i should have taken a video
its ok baby.
it alright...
hope ur ok.
=)
khekehekh!!!!!!!


digital love;
3:24 PM


Tuesday, May 27, 2008

IF THERE IS ONE WORD THAT I CAN USE TO DESCRIBE WHAT IM FEELING NOW
I WOULD USE
SHIT
YARH
FEELING SHIT INSIDE ME
NOT THAT SHIT BUT THE FEELING THAT U MIGHT CAVE IN
I DONT KNOW


ITS LIKE IM FEELING THAT IM NOT APPRECIATED.
ALL THE THINGS I DO IS WRONG.
DOES IT EVER OCCURS TO YOU THAT IM DOING THINGS BECAUSE OF YOU
MOTHER
YES, IVE BEEN LYING
BUT ITS JUST BECAUSE I DONT WANT YOU TO THINK OF ME BADLY
I KNOW YOU ALREADY HAVE
BUT MOST OF THE THINGS I DO
IS WRONG
SIGHH
IF I DONT EAT YOU WOULD MAKE SUCH A BIG FUSS
IM ALMOST 20
I DO WHAT I WANT
MAYBE YOU ARE WORRIED BUT I DONT THINK THATS THE WAY
SIGH
YOU SHOULD SEE HOW YOU TREAT MY BROTHERS
I JUST HOPE THAT ONE DAY YOU CAN TREAT ME LIKE MY BROTHERS
THATS ALL
IM ALMOST 20


TODAY, I JUST NEED THAT SOMEONE TO SMILE.
JUST YOUR SMILE
IT WOULD MAKE THINGS GO AWAY
SMILE
SMILE


digital love;
8:40 AM


Sunday, May 25, 2008

hmmm.....
well
yesterday watch congkak with parents....
Nice sound effects though.
But the story line..ZZzzZZZz
but spending time with my family was great..





theres alot of new things that i want.
but it seems i cant have them.






(envy)


digital love;
1:08 PM


Friday, May 23, 2008

What a way to start the day
I thought I could start just the day better than yesterday.
But it seems like the heat is up.
U think i don’t feel it too???
Sighhh
Now eating hot dog pizza and iced milo in class.
Great.
What more can happen...



But the happy thing is that
my grades are quite alright
haaa
for last week




digital love;
8:59 AM


Thursday, May 22, 2008

hahahah!
today in class was fun...
well u wouldnt guess what fin, lizzy and me had been doing...
hahah
well
we search on the sex slangs or words to describe sex positions
hahah!!!
could not believe it.
we laugh so loud that the class was quite irritated( i think)
hahah
this started whe fin say she gets irritated when her bf uses such slangs
so she decided to be cuirious and check at www.urbandictionary.com
hahahh!! check that out.
but then fin went home
hah
dumb2
hee!!


digital love;
9:03 PM


Tuesday, May 20, 2008

well
today was great.
my brother's band(Rancour) did a superb performance
very proud of them
Hope they can make it in the next round
of anugerah band
cheers brother!!!
but not all happy things happen
yesterday was the worst day of my life so far
she asked for it.
it didnt happen once
twice
it happens once last week.
i didnt know what's got into her
guess she had enough of me
fortunately
i did manage to control my emotions
not to act on impulse
sigh
but things are back to normal now
and it would remain as it is, i hope
I HOPE.
it may seems that im ok
but im screaming inside which u dont know
the numbness that felt was nothing compared
HOPE
is what im holding to.


digital love;
11:21 PM


Monday, May 19, 2008

guess what?
I'VE BEEN DOING NOTHING FOR THE PAST 8 HOURS!



haishh
im dying here.
suffocating
hate this feeling
hmm
now nothing to do.
feeling shit
shit
shit
shit
hakzz
i would really wanna watch congkak
but..
nvm
hmm
and now someones playing marble upstairs.
and guess what?
from what i know theres no children upstairs.
shoot
adding to that
im all alone at home
crappssss
arghhh
kept having this feeling
haishh
no one can change this
not for now
i guess.
arghhh
its been long since i bowl too...
i really miss going out in a group.
having fun


i miss staying out late too.
there's lots of things i miss
but wells.
im too busy with all that.
wellss


the one thing that would really want to do nowis
something to do other than posting a blog.



haishhh......


digital love;
6:22 PM


Sunday, May 18, 2008

What does....
Sitting at home + Nothing to do = ????
Boredom!!!!!!
Sigh...
i thought i could go out tmr
but things...
are just not meant to be
shes got planss
now i know how she feels like
DISAPPOINTMENT
but i understand
now shes in my shoe
strange isn't it
KARMA....
i dont believe in that kind of crap.
but what goes around
comes around....
its ok.
i understand.
i just have to make plans
to create plans
get it?
outs!


digital love;
9:23 PM


Saturday, May 17, 2008

ok..
dont know why im blogging again.
but felt like it.
now i know how it feels like to blog.
to let out ur feelings and stuff.
it sounds gay right?
but
it makes me somehow feel better


Anyways... here are some pic

(first year celebrations)



wondering why she's like this.
i had no clue( can anyone give me a clue? please...)
i think im the cause of it(but what have i done?)
i really hope u could tell me
instead of shutting up.
please?





digital love;
12:35 PM



well my very first entry.
feeling tired after figuring on how to use this crap.
Hmm
went out with my Gf just now
it was fun
but her mood was kinda down during the first part of movie(what happens in vegas)
nice show anyways
hmm


she say she was tired.
but....
hmm
nvm lar
nites!


digital love;
1:19 AM