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today marks the 19th months that we are together.
eventhough these past few weeks have been rough. but i still love her anyway.
just hope that this relationship will last and that she will always be happy.
happy 19th monthsary dear.
digital love;
2:08 PM
why?
why must this be happening..
why must we talk about it
why?
its ok...later it seems that im blaming u...
saying things so hurtful..u think ur the only one who is sad
well think again
me too have my feelings...not only u..
why do u have to be so hard up on me... as if i have done things that u cant forgive me with.
sitting alone at home today really adds up to the sadness.
sigh... treat me so harsh as if its gonna make things better.
so timid of me??
im not timid..im just afraid i might hurt u more... cant u see..all i can do is make u angry.
sighh..i have my feelings too.
yar after reading this u would somehow make fun of it..
its ok...i wouldnt want to blame u..im not blaming u either..
everything it will seem as if im blaming u.
so what for.
what for telling u how i feell...cause u urself are not good and im the cause of it..
sighh...i dun want say further..so selfish of me..i should think of others right..
like u said..i NEVER did understand u at all..
Well. YOUR WRONG!!
good bye
oh im the fucker who ran away...
thnks so much darling
digital love;
3:42 PM
wah...
so long i never update...
haha...
been rather sick lately, sad. hurt. humiliated.
sigh...shes mad at me..because of those pictures at my brother's wedding.
she say alot of things that is so mean at her post. well its just how she get back at me.
letting everyone read about out private life. but im not gonna do that.
im just gonna tell u people how i feel. but not everything as somethings are just meant to be kept to oneself.
sigh. how can u say such things.
its not me who have the say back then. its my brothers wedding
yar we took pictures like its a family. BUT deep inside me. wishing that is was YOU.
i may smile but on the inside..im just so sad hurt that u are not invinted..
how i wish i can turn back time.
convincing my parents. But i dont want to be some child who is not obedient. i dont want that.
i have to follow my parents wishes and most importantly, my brother's as it is his wedding after all. i can expect people to follow what i want. Somethings in life that u want u can never get right?
i mean its just that i hope she understands. hope she would not take revenge.
its not me who wants this. I NEVER WANT THAT AT ALL.
but i have to follow.
why do u have to say those mean words.
i didnt mean to hurt u. if u want to get back at me.. then thats fine..
like u said. but i will never do things intentionally just to hurt u...
sigh...all i can do is just wish for the best...
why do u have to say those mean words....
digital love;
10:56 AM
