week nine have been good

after weeks of school

beginning to know the bad side of people

but its ok

everybody has their bad side

right???

hakzz

but the thing i hate most about group work,

PBL(prblem based learning)

that the faci dont really quite know who really contribute

and whos not

its like it is based on thier presentation

and participation in class

but

they do not know what happened during break

yar

who gets the job done and all

haa

its ok

and the best thing is

i got my first X for the week

weeee!!!

ok...
what a bad day it is.
firstly school.
i admit
it really starts to tear me down
as in
tired lar....
hahah
stupid topic
science
tmr...maths!!!
like crap!!!
maths is even worse lar sey
haa
feel like skipping tmr.


haish
i dunno why u are angry at me.
maybe because ive made a mistake that im not aware of.
maybe..
i understand that u are angry at ur sister
i dont blame u.
neither do i blame ur sis.
maybe because its the way i teach her
that confuse her or something
im sorry.
haish
i admit
im sad
but i just dont understand
maybe your not yourself today
yar
maybe.


then when going home she used to send me down.
but just now
she didnt
i asked
u said"for what?"
that was really heart dropping
but its ok..
i understand(i guess)
haishh
how i wish u could just tell me.
im sorry if i have done anything wrong...
got to do my rj
ciaooss.....

sigh
what a day...
what a way to end the week of school.
sigh
if ur not happy.
can say it to my face.
i know my voice was loud
but i did not meant to BROADCAST or whatever ur trying to pull.
FUCK
sighhh
then u think im happier alone???
if im happier alone?
would i need u at all???
Fuck
think about it
but well
out of RESPECT which i learnt today
its your freaking opinion
u are entitled to it
say what u wanna say
think what u wanna think
i dun care anymore
I DONT CARE
as long as i know
what i am doin
btw
if u think i make u cancel ur attachment
ur WRONG
u dont want to go
thats ur freaking problem

ok....

wow!!

haha

its been 13 months with her

its been great.

still owe her a song though

lyrics.

cordss

but no worries.

i will do the best i can

Love u girlfy.

oohohoh btw

i will be very busy this sunday

wanna noe why?

this is why

Murder By Ska (my band)

will be having competition on the first part of the day

then gig at home club!!!

wohooo!!!

tmr...
when i think of tmr i go
SIGHH
wanna noe why?
SCHOOL!!!!!
that is why.
hahk!


had fun just now morning
went bowling with girlfy and her family.
it was great
i get to show off my talent!!
haha
okok
just joking.
hee
but it was my best game ever
first game(143)
second game(130++)(cant remember)
my points went down cause kinda tired lors
but i had so much fun
hahaha!!!
actually
wanna follow them to have lunch
but
time wont let me


went audition for this competition shit thingy
hah!
didnt bring my guitar.
COCK UP!!!!
we did our best
now waiting for the results
*anxious*
Cheers!

u know....
now i realize how lucky i am
how lucky i am to have a mum like my mum
to have a gf like her
get to where i wanted.
health
what more can i want.


baby.
im sorry
im sorry for all the things i did.
if u think im pretending.
im not
HONEST
im sad
yes i am
cant deny it
but ive put u through enough pain
and im sorry
im sorry.
at this very moment
only one thing that i hope for.
is for u to be happy always
with me.


once again
imsorry

i have proven it?

wtf!?

proven what?

why couldn't u just tell it straight to my face?

yar i dun deserve this shit

what did i do to deserve this?

have i hurt u badly?

have i vent my anger at u when something goes wrong

what did i do to deserve this?

karma?

F*ck karma

what goes around comes around?

but what did i do?

u want people to revive u?

i want myself dead!

holidays are here

one more week to go ...

alot happened lately

gigs

works

hang outs.

haha

had been fun the past week.

still waiting for syidah to pass the pictures for gig.

when i have it i post it alright!

cheerrs!!!

i love u