im sick
yes i am
sick of being the cause of my loved ones pissed
sick of being pissed at
sick of my life
Yes i know its not perfect on ur side
but at least u dont have ur mum against u.
sigh
i tried everything to please everybody.
everyone
yes everyone.
but it seems like the more i tried
the more i felt unappreciated.
last night.
i saw my mum shed her tears
u know why?
its because i didnt eat
but actually i did.
u know.
it is really so depressing
when ur mum
ur own mother
like having something against u
everything single thing u do
is not right
not right.
when i saw her shed her tears.
my heart drop.
as if theres a whole ir something.
am i a bad kid?
am i?
till my own mother turning against me.
haish
all i could hope for is for things to turn better.
but it seems so impossible.
sigh
at least i have my frens.
i just needed someone to let this go...
digital love;
8:49 AM