I'm slippin' away

In every way

I can't stay awake

I'm slippin' away

I'm trying to make it through each day

I'm fallin apart now in every way

I'm findin' it harder to get by

Theres a hole in my heartAnd,

I dont know why

Now I've come to realize

I'm slippin' away

sum41

this feeling i have inside of me
fuck
i hate it..


at least we can talk this out..
whether without the feeling of being pissed or emoshit or what ever it is..

initiative...

P.S. im so missing u

what the fuck lar.im suffocating..
feel like im dying.
why can just this once.
i want to burst out everything adn u just hear me out without putting werds into my pathetic mouth?
rude?
rudeness??
really?? how many times u have been rude. mother fucker? pathetic asshole?
what else is there...i cant remember as it is too hurtful to remember..
haish...
just this once..
please


forgive me.

saturday.. hmmm..no plans.so bored.
wanna go out.but no where to go.
for the past two days have been trying to fix the cupboard that my dad bought for me and my brother.it was tough i should say.
but mange to assemble it all up together and now putting all my stuff in it.
wohooo

hmmm.. im really quite disturbed about something....
i know i shouldnt take a look at the photos.
but i was just curious. im really sorry i take a look at it.
the date was dated last year. 07-07.......but im sure it was last year's
so close...so intimate.
but i guess i shouldnt be worrying about it...
yarh
i trust her and what im sure of that she loves me and all that matters.
yarh..stupid hasif...
hee

should think of what to do.
i really wanna get my bike fixed. soon
peace out!

beat...thats one thing that i can describe myself today.
beat.
well...yesterday i worked for like 15 hours???
10am - 1 am....
how would u feel if u have to worked for more than 12 hours???
standing, serving, running around to meet guest needs. Carrying tables...chairs.. loading and unloading the essentials to the huge lorry...
dammm...my muscles are killing me..its like carrying a load on my back which can never bee removed except for resting though..GOSSHHH.

The first thing that came to my mind was.REDBULL!!
BUT...IM FASTING!!!
dang...really need it man...like REALLY REALLY
gosh...but its all worth it though.. I GOT A HUNDRED BUCKS JUST FOR TIPS!!!
weee...one step closer to the RED PSP
wohoo!!!
ok deyyyyy...gtg..class is starting
peace out!

digital love;
8:49 AM

Friday, September 5, 2008

wahhhh! its been long since i updated...verry2 long..hahaha
should start updating more frequently.
well firstly i would like to say.. Happy fasting to all those muslims and my muslim friends who are really fasting
hahah
secondly..SCHOOL!!! has already started.
new friends, new atmosphere

hahaha..school been quite ok but the facis that i met for the past three days are rather strange and different from my last sem facis.
They are either funny or strict in a way..Are there like no female facis this term????
hmmm...i was quite happy with my GPA though for last sem. 3.4...could have done better
but i think this sem im gonna flop as there are many good or should i say, brilliant speakers or enthusiastic people in my class..dammm
should work harder though..hehehe

Been creating new friends in class and so far...my classmates are all great..
i think that this class can really rock my smelly socks!!!
hahaha..kidding
hmmm
sunday i have work
rumours leaked out that we're gonna get tip of 100 bucks i guess( I HOPE!)
girlfy really wants the red psp and i really hope we can get it by end of this month
weeeeee..................
hmmm

Previous class chalet was fun..Kinda sad but i liked to thank all those people who attend that day. kinda miss my old class mates where we gossip or eat together at the canteen
hahaha...GOSSIP AND RUMOURS!!
that was today's problem
kinda fun though
hee
well....i really think that i should update this blog more often though.
is there anything that i can do to really like boost my interest in this blog of mine???
haha
gtg
peace out!

digital love;
9:58 PM