wow..
really excited. my eldest brother is going to get a baby girl soon..maybe around the afternoon
im sure he is so anxious waiting outside the delivery room now.
so excited for him..
i wonder what will he and his wife name the babygirl.
haha..im gona be an uncle soonn...soo ollllllddddd...khekhe
haish
start of the day was bad...
its not worth telling.
it will just be seen as im blaming.
Not worth telling
digital love;
8:38 AM
i know its been long...since i updated...haish...
i have no to turn to.... feeling so lonely
alot has been happening lately...
happiness....fights..sadness..fightss...happiness...fightss and now...pure sadness...
so i decided to write a post.
sigh...this is to my dearest..
I know i have not been a good boyfren lately...blaming u...for everything.
im not.im not blaming u at all...its just that.. maybe im egoistic or something or im just dam stupid..
i am really feeling so down right now..being put down...harshness..without any feel for another person,maybe i deserve it...but not to this extend...its ok..i have to bear the consequences..
but i have feelings tooo...i know i hurt u..and im sorry..i didnt mean to hurt u. i dint mean to give u pain...never did i give up on us..but u did and i understand.its all me..im just so plain dumb that i cant even make u happy..now apart..wondering are u thinking of me now?? my mind have been occupied by u always...i wish i can be with u. happy moments...but i always have to ruin everything.
baby, im sorry for all the hurt and pain i gave u.
ill swear that i will make it up to u oneday..
please give me another chance so that my goal can be achieve; to make u happy.
i admit.im not perfect. not a perfect boyfren to u..
im just sorry...
yes this would not change anything...but..i just want u to know.
my life with u has been colourful...i dun want this to end. not ever..
ur my fren, my bestfren, my lover, my sayang, my baby, my love....
i have never been so happy until i met u...
kept thinking of when we got together..it was so sweet.. how i wish i can go back...
go back..ammend for the mistake i had done, for all the hurt i cause..
i really cherish u...please..dont leave.....
p.s. i miss u.forgive me my love.
digital love;
11:33 PM