wah...
so long i never update...
haha...

been rather sick lately, sad. hurt. humiliated.
sigh...shes mad at me..because of those pictures at my brother's wedding.
she say alot of things that is so mean at her post. well its just how she get back at me.
letting everyone read about out private life. but im not gonna do that.
im just gonna tell u people how i feel. but not everything as somethings are just meant to be kept to oneself.
sigh. how can u say such things.
its not me who have the say back then. its my brothers wedding
yar we took pictures like its a family. BUT deep inside me. wishing that is was YOU.
i may smile but on the inside..im just so sad hurt that u are not invinted..
how i wish i can turn back time.
convincing my parents. But i dont want to be some child who is not obedient. i dont want that.
i have to follow my parents wishes and most importantly, my brother's as it is his wedding after all. i can expect people to follow what i want. Somethings in life that u want u can never get right?
i mean its just that i hope she understands. hope she would not take revenge.
its not me who wants this. I NEVER WANT THAT AT ALL.
but i have to follow.
why do u have to say those mean words.
i didnt mean to hurt u. if u want to get back at me.. then thats fine..
like u said. but i will never do things intentionally just to hurt u...
sigh...all i can do is just wish for the best...

why do u have to say those mean words....